One of my strongest beliefs now is, humanity is an abbonation on the nature of the world. We continously tare it all down to make more room for ourselves and our greed, but we never give enough back for it to matter. We as humanity are too greedy and prideful of our own selves, and we cant servive that way. We can't survive that way because we're too hostile and demanding for others just like that (hostile and demanding) to live, we just war with ourselves. I believe that back when mankind lived savage and wild we might have been, so-to-say, immune to the diseases that haunt us today. That because we were so close to nature it somewhat protected us. But we couldn't live with ourselves like that. So in a race sort of way we try to run from nature and the diseases. We build walls and sheltures to house ourselves but not long after the diseases grow from with in us outwards. When I say from within us I mean from our own greed. Because I think this I also think we need to end. By this I mean Armageddon, Rapture, Apocalypse, or whatever it may take to bring this sickness down. Although I pray for this I also hope and pray to save humanity before it gets to that. To revert us in the right direction. It's starting to prove, and I know everyone else knows, we can't keep living like this, something has to change.

  So, the problem of humanity as a 'plague'. I think it would be a tremedous benefit to this planet (and to the human race should it survive) to have a mass exinction... if not all of us, certainly to throw back enough to have to drastically change ourselves. It seems this has happened numerous times before, yet the knowledge that it is us, as humans, who ultimatley destroy ourselves never seems to get passed on... will we never learn to let go of greed, consumption, arrogance, sadistic dominance? Food for thought... when I make this argument to people, I take it down a scale, and point out the benefits of the 'black plague'. Before that, all of Europe was locked in a fuedelist society, much like we are now... too many people, not enough jobs, food, space, ect. Along comes a plague, whipes out a HUGE amount of the population, and viola! The fuedal system ends, and for awhile there was prosperity. Until it led to the industrial revolution, and the end result of that is the technological, corporate greedy society we have today.

  I also believe that an open mind is more powerful than a closed fist. I believe that the best way of opening the mind is forcing it with legal pychoactive substances (salvia divinorum, sweet flag, ect.). For only with an open mind can we understand what needs to be understood. By this I mean all issues concerning things like morality, political, and religious. We may be humans with different ideas and thoughts but we're still ALL humans and we're in this together. Is religion really a good reason to have a war? Is it really nessasery for a dictator to be so greedy? I think not. I think we all need to draw our lines and also understand that we aren't the only ones drawing lines. We need to understand that if there's a place for us than there needs to be a place for others, and they need to understand that we have our place. Compromise. I think of this as seats at a movie theater. I only need one seat and so should you. If you or I take up more space than one seat than were out of line by taking up more than what we need. There's no excuse, no need for me to take up more space than you or vice versa.

  For every reaction there is reaction. For every something you want there is someone else who wants the opposite. Why not both of you meet half way and come to a compromise?

  I also believe that we were created by an enity whom we have not the mental capacity (as mortal humans) to comprehend, but it doesn't matter, because you can feel it everywhere, and see it in creativity. I believe that there is one truth, which we are incapable of understanding, and so we personalize the truth into human like gods/goddesses so we can have something to understand.

  So it doesn't matter if I'm right or wrong with what I do with The Cult, except for the truth that you find in my creativity, and whether you decide if it's right or wrong...